over?

it may just be months since the first time i saw you..
since the first time you made me feel that i am one of your special friends..
but it feels like it happened a long time ago..
it feels like i have long been loving you..
but now, it's over..
i have finally decided to let go..
to move on to a separate path..
i know it's gonna be very hard for me..
why it has only been months but it feel like forever!
but still, no matter how hard it is..
i know i have to let go of all the sweet memories we shared..
i know i have to throw them all away from me because if i will not, i know it will kill me..
you can never know how much it hurts to back..
to look back and be saddened with the fact that those things might not happen again..
it's over..
i know it has long been over..
it may be goodbye..
but i know one day, we'll meet again..
my first true love..

.sebseb.